My Letter From Bobby.RIP.5/25/07

Everyone knows Bobby's story... If you don't please CLICK HERE For the full story before you read this! So you can understand :] Thanks <3

I never really wanted to share this letter...but here goes. This is what he had wrote to me before he passed away and he knew it. Anyways... He wrote:

My dearest Emmmiee. I love you so muchh.More than anyone in this world. I swear. You always make me smile and laugh and my heart just stops when ever I see you. Its like I'm gonna die of your cuteness. Gosh! I love you words can't explain it. I love you to deat. Your amazing...beyond amazing actually. My love of my life. Your probably mad at me right now. Because you were with me the whole day on May 24. And you wouldn't leave me! Your so stubborn anyways you might be mad because I'm the one who told the doctors to call your mom and take you home while you were sleeping because I didn't want you to hear the bad news. I know I'm going to die around May 25th I just feel it. But please don't cry I'm begging in this letter. Your so cute when your sleeping. But no worries I gave you a kiss and whispered I love you in your ear before they took you home. It breaks my heart knowing I'm not going to be with you. Can you believe it? We have been together for 6 years and 5 months! Wow! 6 years to me with you is Nothing! Because I want to live the rest of my life with you but I'm sorry that can't happen And I'm even more sorry we can't get married...I hope you still keep the ring I gave you when I asked you :) Man was that the best day. I know your crying so please stop it! I know you...think about all the happy times we have had together and the laughter we shared. I love you my dear so very much. And please find someone who will love you. But not as much as me haha.I'm kidding. Don't let anyone hurt you. Be happy for me. Please. I'll know if your crying because I'm watching over you! I'm your angel...forever my love. I'll protect you from above. And watch as you dance randomly hehe. Well I do hope you will dance again :] I love youuu so much! I wish I had never had cancer. But I don't blame God. Because he brought me the gift of a life time and it was YOU! Emily Anne Tyler. The love of my life. I will always have you on my heart <3 And be happy for me just for me! I love youu alot more than you love me :) and please take care of yourself. And don't, please don't do anything stupid! And tell the same to my brother Jimmy and my family that I love them and My best friends Jimmy and Chris and Mike. I love you all and I'm sorry for writing to much... <3 Ps- I hope you love the neckless I gave you :] Love, Bobby

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At the end of the letter he told me not to do something stupid....But I did.... I tried to commite suicide twice because I was depressed and couldn't believe he left. Luckly my friends had stopped me. </3 And he also told me to tell his brother Jimmy not to do anything stupid as well because they get along so well and Jimmy would get hurt if his only brother died so Jimmy commited suicide on Oct.23 2007 :[

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